I Wish I’d Been Living

I wish I’d been living when Jesus was born.
If I’d been an angel, I’d have joined in their song.
If I’d been a seeker I’d have followed the star.
But I wasn’t born yet, though I follow Him now.

I wasn’t born yet; I couldn’t be there.

Christ died for my life; I’ll live for Him now.

I wish I’d been living when Christ was a kid.
If I’d been His neighbor, He’d have been my best friend.
If I’d been his rabbi, I’d have marveled at all He knew.
But I wasn’t born yet, though He’s my best friend now.

I wish I’d been living when Christ was a man.
If I’d heard His sermons, I’d have savored each word.
If I’d been His disciple, I’d have fished hard for men.
But I wasn’t born yet, though I listen to Him now.

I wish I’d been living when Jesus was killed.
If I’d been His witness, I’d have told how good He was.
I’d have offered Him water when He said, “I thirst.”
But I wasn’t born yet, though I’m His witness now.

I wish I’d been living when Christ rose from death.
If I’d been with the women, I’d have shouted, “Praise the Lord!”
If I’d been with Thomas I’d have said, “Help me believe.”
But I wasn’t born yet, though I believe now.

I wish I’d been living when Christ rose through the clouds.
If I’d been there watching, I’d have cried, “Lord, come back soon!”
If I’d been in Heaven, I’d have said, “Lord, welcome home.”
But I wasn’t born yet, though I’m watching for Him now.

About This Song:

I’ve written songs about Christmas and I’ve written songs about Easter. I’ve also written songs that are about both of those special events.

But this song goes miles further. It originally covered only the time from Jesus’ birth to His resurrection. But a few years ago I felt inspired to add the final stanza to cover His ascension back into heaven.

This subject is interesting to speculate about. What kind of relationship would each of us have had with Jesus if we’d been alive two thousand years ago and known Him in person?

Surely we would have recognized Him as the Son of God–the promised Messiah–and been the most faithful and supportive disciples of all. We wouldn’t have betrayed Him or let Him down. That’s what we’d like to believe, isn’t it?

But–as the song reminds us–we weren’t alive then. We can’t go back in time. We can’t know what He would’ve meant to us–if anything. So the only important thing that really matters is what kind of relationship we have with Him now.

  • Is He living through us or do we live as if He’s long dead and gone?
  • Is He our best friend or someone we’re embarrassed to acknowledge we know personally?
  • Is He someone we talk with on a regular basis or someone we turn to only when times are tough?
  • Is He the prime model of how God wants us to live or just an excellent preacher, teacher, and story teller?
  • Is He the only way to God or just one of many?

I can answer those questions for myself, but I can’t do it for you. Is your relationship with Jesus real?

Free lead sheets (lyrics, tune, and chords) are available for many of my songs. Click on the Lead Sheets tab at the top of this page to see whether one is available for this song. Videos for many of my songs, some recorded at home and some at our church’s nursing home ministry, can be accessed at my website, RogerBruner.com, under the Listen tab.

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Best regards,

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About Roger E. Bruner

Seventy-five-year-old Roger E. Bruner is the author and publisher of twenty Christian novels and the writer of more than two hundred Christian songs and choruses, a handful of musical dramas, and a number of shorter works. He sings, plays guitar and bass, and records his original songs in his home studio. He is active in his church's nursing home ministry He also plays bass guitar on the church raise team. Married for seventeen years to Kathleen, he has one grown daughter. Kathleen has two. Roger enjoys reading, moderate exercise, photography and book cover design (he's done all of his own except for Rosa No-Name), playing Snood, making walking sticks, and complaining about the state of the nation while continuing to pray for it.
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